"I believe and think that people don't
& don't want to understand me."

I don't like being the shy,easily intimidated and always-bullied-by-people kind of girl.
I am actually not.
But sadly, i am.
I feel like expressing myself,but its hard.
There's this blockage,which prevents me from being protective of myself.
I have numerous issues in my life right now.
I feel all of this is a test from God.
& it is,and so i do not want to retaliate.
Because i do not feel the need to anyway.

My confidence and self-esteem is extremely low.
I do not even know why.
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