Catched a movie just now,with Aqilah.
"He's just so not into you".
It made me realise how true a love relationship really is.
How genuine and sincere it is.
It was a superb movie,i cried.

To him;
I'm taking a time-off,cause i realise something.
How much hurt and pain a girl is to go through in a relationship.
It's not worth it,unless the guy is really extra sincere.
I've been through alot and i feel my sacrifices were not repaid.
I don't feel you want me anymore.
I don't feel you care about me anymore.
Assumptions.
You're such a "awesome" boyfriend that i assume alot.
I had to read your messages over and over again,
and thinking about our every meet ups.
It totally got me thinking am i really worth what you think im worth?
You made me dwell on things i should'nt.
You actually LIKE making me feel guilty for you &
you LIKE making me emotional for you.
That's just soooooooo not right.
Therefore,i made a decision not to wait for your message,
"Wanna meet up?" & instead have a time-off to let me think and
consider what needs to be considered.
You carry on with your life,which you claim to be great,fantastic whatsoever.
You don't know who is screaming at her top of her lungs,trying to reach out,
and capture your sincere,pure,genuine love again.
That is,if you ever loved me before.

I cried in the toilet,in the living room,in my bedroom,everywhere.
I'm glad Adam's here,to cheer me up.

P.S:
I'm sorry Raudha,if i've dissapointed you alot these days.