Am i rlly happy?
I had been crying every night until the early morning.
I am not as strong as i was before.
):

A WebCamWHORE

Basically,i am on the internet because i don't know what to do right now.
School today was slack, so i don't think i need to do anything.
Of course i do! I NEED TO STUDY LIKE CRAZY!
Hahaha? Tomorrow okay?
I'm sure i'll get the engine running by tomorrow.

Bye! :D

*I said Nadd was contradicting her love for someone.
Am i doing the same?
Butterflies in my stomach when i see you,i SWEAR*

I CANT SLEEP.
PROLLY CAUSE OF SOMEONE'S BLOG.

YOU ARE HAUNTING IN MY DREAMS.
GO AWAY,BOY.
JUST GO AWAY.
):

BK BJ! Haha.


Last day to finish up everything.
Last day to enjoy and relax.
Last day to laze around at home.
Oh well,i don't even know what the fuck i must finish up.
So,i'm just gonna pack my bag! Hahaahah.
I miss every single girlfriend in my class.
Especially my 7 apples.
Can't wait to see you girls tomorrow.
Weird thing is,i don't wish to see the guys in 4e3.
Except for kife.
HAHAHAHHAH.
Okay,i g2g do some...
ermm...
stuffs??

"Hidup di dunia hanya sementara."

Okay,this is going to be a very very very long post,about yesterday.

I slept at 3.30am,because i webcammed with *unknown* in the morning.Then,woke up at 6.30am. Yeah,i had very little sleep, so, i was lethargic the whole day. Went to KKH at 8am. The doctors experimented a lot of things on me. I got 2 freaking blood tests. Nope,not painful at all. Made payment, went to father's office for awhile and then off to meet the normal bunch, Felix,Haziq,Erman,Pravin, just like the ol' days.

Upon meeting them,bus-ed to cineleisure. In the bus, Felix painted my nails red. Struggled to keep it neat. Haha. Bought tickets to watch transformers. I was reluctant as critics gave the movie a rating of 1/5. They said it was a desperate attempt of an action-packed movie. But i wanted to watch it to evaluate whether their criticism about the movie is true or not. Went to eat at BK. I ate the popular seven-inch burger. Y' know,the poster with a woman shocked and opening her mouth with a burger infront of her with the heading "It'll blow your mind!". Yap,it was super nice. Haziq and Pravin started to laugh when i was about to eat the burger. Wtfook.

Window-shopped all around Cineleisure. Went to the watch the movie. Fyi, i slept at the ending part, i swear. If i had to rate the movie, fans of the movie will scream at me. It was okay?? -_- . It was freaking long! I was really waiting for it to end. Okay,after the movie, hopped on a bus to go Marina. Dropped down at Plaza Singapura because Haziq's phone was left in the cinema. He and Pravin went to the cinema while i, Felix and Erman went to Starbucks. Drank White Chocolate Venti, as usual. Okay, i am REALLY LAZY TO CONTINUE.

Blah blah blah. After all that, went to Singapore Flyers area to chill out. Sat down by the "river" and talked about some stuffs. I miss spending time with all of them, together, like that. Hahahaha. Then blah blah blah. Then Haziq found back his phone,incredibly. Then blah blah blah. Went back home at around 12 +. Had a great day/night people! Thanks! Oh,Erman & Felix, I WANT PICTURES!

R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON!

I am getting hugely paranoid!

DO NOT STARE AT ME LIKE THAT YOUNG MAN.
ACTUALLY,YOU'RE KINDA OLD AND I LIKE YOU,
MR. BRADLEY COOPER.
ANY SICK LAP DANCE FOR YOU?
hehe.

ADAM LAMBERT IS STILL SUPER HOT. ^^
Love quotes to share,from me to anyone out there.

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..."

"We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime."

my blog used to have an average of 130 page views a day!
now,its just 50 times.
fuck horse raddish!

Naddddddddddddddddddddddddd,hurry come back Singapore!

Hot Brother & Sister!


My Brother-In-Law is one funny guy!


Hello people.
1:37am.
I miss this 3 people.
Brother is busy with his fiance now.
Sister is with brother-in-law in KL.
I miss playing taiti (or whatever it is called) with this 3 people
& WIN! HAHAHA.
They made me a lame/random person you know now.
Thank them or not? You decide.

It's been a loooooooooooong time since i edit pictures.

Well,today was interesting & weird.
VERY.
I ate 400g of Dendeng from Geylang.
I love mum!
Anyway,my blog song is so old!
Gay,bye.

Had sushi dinner with Amalina.
She didn't eat though,cause she said it was disgusting.
Yap,camwhored for awhile at sky garden.
Then,went back and saw this cute small boy.
Adorable,with his elmo shirt. Awww.
Oh yeah,i made Amalina & Yazlynn cry with the email i sent them.
Yes! Mission Accomplished.
Some of the words in the email :

when you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back and smile

When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind..

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever


Sometimes,i wonder why.
The lucky gets luckier.
While the unlucky gets unluckier.

Okay,im at home all day laughing at japanese shows in youtube!
Oh,i really wish i have a funny japanese channel.



P.S : THE ULCER JUST WON'T GO AWAY!

I camwhored just now.
Chatted with Haziq & Pravin in a convo again.
Talked about random things,really random.
From freaky movies to horse shit to mushroom shit to camel toes to jizz in my pants.
HAHAHA.






Imma lucky girl. I get him while you get mine. So,do not try to tempt me.

Yap,very mentel.


Should i put salt on my ulcer again and cry or do nothing about it?
Hmmm :/

It's exactly 12 am now.
I am not tired at all. Why should i?
I did nothing but to laze around yesterday.
Well,its a brand new day & a brand new week.
I want to have a fresh new start.
& you won't believe what i promised myself to do this whole week.
Will definitely go out this weekend.
You know why? Because next week,hell is going to break loose again.
Yup,i describe school as hell because i will be stressed like fuck.
When i get stressed,i will blog shitty and i will keep on hateblogging.

Well,anyway,i came across a word from a movie.
Holocaust.
Being a curious creature that i am,i researched on it.
It's about jews and something got to do with the Nazis.
When looking up on it,i saw an interesting title.
Cannibal Holocaust
When i clicked on that link which i found in yahoo,i freaked out.
It's so gore and disgusting. Do not click it if you know you have a faint heart.
It is a movie,not a true story though,which showcase 4 people getting killed
and OBVIOUSLY eaten by a cannibal tribe in the amazon.
Oh,i was just researching,don't worry.
I am not that of a weirdo!
Trust me.

Goodnight loves!

I hate it when pussies love cocks too much that they get irritating and flirty.
Pussies are supposed to flirt,but not a whole lot until it gets on people's nerves.
Never think you know someone until they themselves assume that they know you well.
Goodbye and good luck motherfucking pussies.

:irritated:

Ernie Farrera Dopre THIS IS THE MOST HILARIOUS QUIZ EVER IN FACEBOOK!!!! AHHAHAHAH

Ernie completed the quiz "WHAT WEIRD FUCKING CREATURE ARE YOU!?" with the result You're....WHATEVER THE FUCK THIS MOTHERFUCKER IS!.

HOLY FUCKING PENGUIN SHIT!WHAT-THE FUCK-ARE YOU?I'LL TELL YOU WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE-FUCKING GOD-DAMN ONE OF A KIND!YOU'LL BEARBLAST EVERY MOTHERFUCKER WITHING A 100 MILE RADIUS,KILLING AND IMPREGNANTING ANYTHING THAT LIVES!MY SWEET FUCK I WANT TO BE YOU....

Yap,very vulgar but funny nonetheless.
Bored and i dont care about your sweet monkey ball sacks of king kong.
You ignorant,arrogant,not understanding at all bitch.

I WANT TO THANK NADHEERA,AMALINA,RAUDHA
FOR STANDING UP FOR ME & SUPPORTING ME.
THEY ARE MORE THAN JUST SISTERS WHO ARE SO SELF-CONSCIOUS,
THEY ARE MY FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTANDS ME INSIDE OUT.
SO PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP BECAUSE IT IS ALL OVER!
& DON'T EVER PUT DEGRADING PICS OF US IN YOUR BLOG.
Stupid family!

Currently watching Freedom Writers in HBO family at 1:12am.
It's a fucking great movie, about RACISM & JUSTICE & DEMOCRACY.
Amalina cameby my house and listen to me sing songs when playing Guitar Hero World Tour at xbox.
Then,went to Lavender MRT and met up with Haziq,Erman & Pravin.
Walked all the way to Arab Street. Fuck,they now forbid anyone under 18 to Sheesha.
Tough luck. Oh yeah,Erman brought his camera which was soooo unbelievable. ;)
Dissapointed,went to the new mall near Bugis Junction, Iluma. Cool shyte,i must say.
Watched Taking of Pelham 123. It was hella great. There was a mix of sad and funny scenes.
John Travolta was so funny and Denzel Washington was so cute.
After that, thought of going to Marina Barrage but instead went to foursticks to chill.
Went back and reached home at exactly 12am. Oh i saw Mr Aravin.
The very person who helped me gain my confidence and improve my english.
Today was very tiring yet fun. I love you squirts,oh i mean,sprite! o.O
:D

Pics in multiply~







This is unnecessary,really.

Group photooooooo~

Goodnighttttttttttttt!

Nokia E75.
& i swear that i need a new phone,better yet,this phone!
It appeals to me somehow.
I am sorry,Bulan & Ain & others because i did not follow you guys to Sentosa.

"I have a remote control. I named him pokok (tree). When he's missing,i call
PO!KOK! loudly. When he's still missing,i sadly whisper to myself, "pokok?"."
?????????????????????????????
Yes,you should be confused and clueless.

Bye!

I had a lovely outing today with Raudha & Nadheera!
I love my two girlfriends very much.
Even though there were only 3 people who attended the "picnic",
I had a great time swimming,eating and laughing my pussy off.
I am too tired to say what had happened & partly because
there were TOO MANY things that happened.
Thanks girls,for making my day!
*jumps around all over the house*
Pictures uploaded in multiply, Gerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs.
Anyway,anybody watch "Upik Abu Dan Laura" at TV3?

DAMN FUNNY! HAHAHA.




VERY MESSY,but i made it neat after this picture.


Chatting with Pravin & Haziq. Going out tomorrow for shisha session.
Excited!
:D

p.s: dad's not here for father's day... :/