I am sucha vain person.

Maths Prelims was super hard.
The questions were mostly difficult.
I find the SS paper to be alright,although i am not confident.
Thanks to Raudha's & Qamarul's very irritating debates (?!)

I love my girl and guy friends!-.-
Off to meet Haziq & Erman study.
Bye.

ISAAC - I want that ripcurl jacket ! says:
If i were to ans ur nick.
I wud said dun tink that way.
Bcos youre the type like serious towards that person.
But youre just too shy .
N its really wont help.
Even your frens said you dunno how to entertain ppl .
Nvm2.
You will find one soon.
=]

Hmm..????
Also,somebody asked me to be in a relationship with him.
I harshly said no. Cool shytes huh.

Went to NYP after school. Was lonely,so, when i saw
this girl wearing school uniform and carrying a portfolio,i knew she was heading
to the same place as me. I came up to her and made friends. I also made friends with
some others. I wish we all are selected for next year's freshmen in NYP.
I want them all to be my future classmates coz i think they're friendly. Hahahahah.

What am i doing? Blogging when there's SS & Maths Paper 1 tomorrow?!
Bye!
I hate Combined Humans!!!!

Random:
When Bibik say thank you to her Maam, my sister, she will say, "Tzeng-Shiu Maam"
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Such a cute Cambodian maid she is.

"Love has been unlucky. Life has been sucky."
Oh well,i'll just have to be patient and live life to the fullest.(:
I need to study.Prelims on Friday. DPA tomorrow.
I think i will jizz in my pants infront of the people who are going to interview me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Bye.

P.S: I hate my life right now,i damn swear.

I feel like dying.
I can't deal with the world anymore.
I can't face anybody. I can't even face myself in the mirror.
I can't stand the pain in my heart any longer. I've been crying for hours now.

I asked god just now.
"God,why am i so unlucky? Am i fated to be depressed my whole life?"
Obviously,there was no answer.
I cried till mucus snogged up my whole breathing system.
*Depressed like mad*

Listen to my blog song.
It's very meaningful.
"Don't laugh at me,Don't look away."

Thank you,supporting friends.
But i don't need sympathy.):

I need to study.

I need the stamina to study.
I need to have a brain like Raudha's to battle Ordinary Level Examinations.
:/

I would like to be alone when i'm in polytechnic. (Insyallah)
I mean,not a loner. Just without any friends from YI in the same class as me.
Hahaahah,weird. But i want to have the same feeling as i first stepped in primary school.
Noone i knew at all.

I have $0 & 0 cents inside my wallet right now.
I went to Jurong Library to study with my sexy dudes.
I wasn't focused at all. We were the last ones to get out of the place.
Cool,the place was really dark,like pitch black. Made our way out as soon as they
wanted to close the building. We laughed continuously at this female Security Guard.
Very bad of us.
Went to MacDonald's at Science Centre after that.
Played around with the things there. I don't know what things though.
Found out i got the same height as Haziq. Pravin was shorter and Erman was taller. Haha.
Then,went back. From Science Centre to IMM all alone at 10 +pm with a lot of indian workers walking with me.
Felt uncomfortable,i must say.

I've been singing songs loudly at home.
I don't care. It's a way to show how stressed i am.
The louder i sing,the more i am stressed.
(:

I hate my nose & I hate people who brag.
About how perfect their life is,well not obviously that is.
Nobody's life is perfect. Let me repeat, NOBODY!
Do not be a big show-off.

Goodbye.

Aww man.
I was wishing i got one of those Nokia Slidephones with Qwerty keyboard.
I asked my brother and he told me i will get Nokia E63 on Monday or Tuesday.
I am delighted that it has the keyboard but it is not the phone that i want.
Plus, i wanted red but brother told the person to get the blue or black.
Oh well,it's still a cool phone. It really looks like its for business people.
Well,it IS for business people. -.-

Good morning bloghoppers.

Went to Marina B.
Had a great time with Amalina & Bulan!
I stared at a lot of people.
Okay,why did i even mention that?

I'm watching the city marathon.
Olivia IS SUCH A BITCH AND SHE SUCKS!
SUCHA BIMBO,MAN!
& WHY IS JAY SO FREAKING HAWT?!?!?!??!?!?!!!
Oh,i am getting a new phone on Monday.
I don't know what model though.
Thanks Dad.
Bye.


Amalina shouting "GOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLL!!"

I feel like i've done all of my friends wrong.
Sorry,i am just a bad bad friend.
:'(

RANDOM ORDER:


Amalina oh Amalina. I know i am in the wrong. I was just too ignorant about the whole thing.
I am very sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I want us to be like how we were last time.
I miss you and i would like to hear anything new from you. I want us two to catch up on
things. Will hear from you soon okay,love? Once again,im truly sorry. I love you,Amalina.

Alraudha oh Alraudha. Sorry if i always sound racist. Sorry if i always go against you
and make that sarcastic face of mine. I know i am not the most supportive this days and
i miss the days when we were always together,just the both of us. I know you miss the old
me. Where is it? I will try and keep searching for it. I love you,Raudha.

Nadheera oh Nadheera. We are always laughing that i don't even know whether we're actually
communicating as best friends. Hahaha. Well,its actually a good thing. I am a headstrong
person who always think i'm always right. I will stay with my rights and will not agree
about other people's bad opinion about me. I am sorry,girl! I love you,Nadheera.

Yazlynn oh Yazlynn. I know i am not there for you when you need someone by your side.
I know you don't tell me about everything. I wish to get to know you more,babe. Your
whereabouts and your love life. Really,i want us to get close and that we can talk about
anything. I am sorry if i always never gave in when we fight. I love you,Yazlynn.

Aqilah oh Aqilah. Drifting and drifting further apart. I miss the days when we always
felt comfortable of telling everything with each other. I am sorry i have not been the
greatest friend. I want to tell you that i am always there for you when you need me.
I'll be your favorite Twin. I miss you sooo much. Once again,i'm sorry. I love you,Aqilah.

Syaza oh Syaza. I am glad and happy that you still treat me as your close friend. You know
i miss the ol days when we were together,spending quality time. I miss your family. I
miss telling you about everything. I am sorry if i go against you. I am trying my best
to bond with you again. I miss you,Syaza. I love you,Syaza.

Fitri oh Fitri. Pre-occupied with studies? But still you went jogging with your other
friends? I want to catch up on things with you but it seems like you're always busy. I
am truly sorry if i always beat you. I know you dislike it very much. I am also sorry
if you feel like im taking you for granted. Seriously,i am not. I love you,Fitri.

Thank you friends & other friends for being so patient with me.
I love all of you!

"Maybe i am not the prettiest chic in town,so what aye?
I have learnt to be humble throughout my years in Secondary School.
I know none will mention that i look amazing and beautiful and other shit craps.
I try to stay in trend but that doesn't make me a poseur or copycat.
If i am so,why are there magazines to show what are the latest trends?
The fact of the matter is; I am ME. I don't fake myself. I don't brag or boast to
whatever things i have in terms of financially or whatever. I am best in being me.
& That's what i'm doing right now.

I am not a spontaneous person. I had trouble in the past (primary school) when i
were to do spelling,VERBALLY. Although,i am good in spelling with paper and pen.
I wonder why. I think that is the reason why i lack of friends and lack of guy friends
IN REAL LIFE. This will really affect my career life and relationships that i will have
in the future.

I am scared of the future."

Today was a stupendous day for me.
English prelims over! Sucky paper though.
Had difficulty with writing the essay.
My story was total crap!!
After prelims,went to MacDonald's with chics.
Ate Double Fillet-O-Fish and seaweed shaker fries.
Such a square meal.
We then headed off to an adventurous route to WM.
Took about 2 hours to reach there?
Stopped and sat down under the void decks along the way.
We tried to do dikir barat (like someone) and follow-me-slap-on-the-table.-.-
Upon reaching WM,we heaved a sigh of relief and i ate sushi to satisfy my crave for it.
Thanks bitch-ass for the fantastic and tiring day.
:D

I AM EXHAUSTED TO THINK ABOUT ALL THE TENSION THAT IS PRESENT!

Catch KEANE 'Live' In Singapore on August 13, 2009!

By News Desk

Date: August 13, 2009 Thursday
Venue: Fort Canning Park
Ticketing: A limited amount of Early Bird (Pre-sale) tickets available at $75 (includes Early Entry to concert grounds). Standard tickets are priced at $85 (group - minimum 5 tickets) & $95 after Pre-sale period. Booking fees and 7% GST applies to ticket price.

I WANT TO GO.
I think i'll go.
Most probably,since prelims ends 11 August.
Getting the early bird tickets soon.
Somebody want to join me?
Oh yeah! It's on the same date as someone's birthday.
Uh-oh (!)
Oh & i like Keane because of their songs!
Not because of anything else fyi.

*edit*
FUCK,i just checked and the early bird price tickets are sold out.
The standard price is 100+,i checked online.
I really want to go!!!

TOMORROW ENGLISH PRELIM PAPER 1 & 2!

Today is Aqilah's 16th Birthday!

I love you babe.

I've said what i wanted to say in the card and message. Hope you are enjoying the gift!
^^

I super hate combined humans!!!
Mdm Rosnah doesn't teach us properly.
*Infuriated >:(*
MT O Level Listening Comprehension was okay.
It was cool that the recording was live on Ria Fm.
HAHA. I was fascinated.
Oh,I am not enjoying English class & E Maths.
English plainly because the teacher is too straightforward.
Plus he is becoming more and more irritating every day.
For E Maths,One reason is that i realise im slow in class.
The other reason is because i get stressed when my friends are ahead of me.
PRESSURE YOU KNOW!!
HEY lesson today was cool. Thanks for the wishes and compliments,4E3.

Here are the pikatures!

Birthday bash are always so cruel.

Happy Girrr.



Eh,think first before talking like that.
Don't talk all sarcastic with me,girl.
You used to take me seriously.
Look at you now.
Taking me for granted much since you already
reconciled with your other friends?
Think.

"Fuck love with a dildo."

Friends,please realise what i realised a long time ago.

Raudha didn't come to school today. She was afraid to run 2.4 km.
Unfortunately for her, PE teacher absented himself from school too.
HAHAHAAHAHA!
Well,school was okay. I almost made Yazlynn cry.
Sorry babeh,but really, A LOT of people said the same thing.
Think about it,okay. Oh, and that bitch is going downnnn.
;)

Nadd came over my house after school.
I hailed for a cab just outside of school and it shocked her.
Played silent hill at xbox.
Scary (!) ,i never played it before.
Watched PS I Love You and we cried like ****.
3/4 of the movie, she told me that she had to go home.
I watched the other quarter alone and tears flooded the living room.
Hahahahha.
Thanks for spending time with me yeah.

Singaporeans who are excited to see the eclipse should read this fact:

"This eclipse will only be visible in northern India, eastern Nepal, northern Bangladesh, Bhutan, the northern tip of Myanmar, central China and the Pacific Ocean."

Goodbye world.

BUCKTOOTH! :B

Center parting (?!)

PUFFER FISH



My favorite 2 word phrase at the moment:
Dunia, dunia.
(World, world)
*in a sad,monotonous tone.*

Maths test? Quite manageable.
Bye!

Went to Jurong Library for some hardcore studying session.
*hardcore meaning without-any-distractions!*

So,it was like this.
I taught Haziq,Haziq taught me,Erman taught Haziq.
Studied for 3 straight hours until we got really cold and tired.
Went to IMM and talked about a lot of things along the way.
They laughed about the parody of the old lady who sells crackers.
I just laughed along with them. hahahahaha.
Ate at LJS and they talked about "t-shirts"; VERY LAME.
Next,went to Garden Plaza.
Spent 2 hours chatting about our future.
We lied down on the stage and just chilled.
Boy,i felt so comfortable with them.
I can talk to them about anything!
Well,maybe not everything but anything.
Hahaha.

Thanks guyfriends.
Holiday trip to Bintan Luxurious Resorts after O's?
:D




MICHAEL TSE's STARE IS SO FUNNY! WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH