Monday, August 31

PARDON ME FOR THE MASSIVE BLOGGING,
BUT I CANT HELP IT!!
I CAUGHT RARE PIX OF THE CUTEST SPIDERMAN JUNIOR !
& HE'S ONLY 1 YEAR OLD ++!
:D :D :D



*SPIDERMAN IN ACTION*


ADUIII,CUTE NYEEE!
Raudha & Nadd are using tumblr!
No,i dont want to use it as my main blog.
I'll just frequently post up random pix,short rants and reblog there.
Yeah,it is so mf-ing cool.

Good Morning Readers!
:D

EDIT:




Teacher's day was great.
All of us had a fun time laughing loudly like seniors. (?!)
However,i find the banners and decorations depressing.
The theme was not clearly showcased and the paintings ain't nice.

Mr Goh was so cute!
When we asked whether we could take picture with him, he suddenly went to the whiteboard and acted as if he was teaching us but he ended up smiling.-.-
(Picture on top)
HAHA!
MR ADAM WAS AND ALWAYS IS SUPARR SEXY!
;P
WHEN HE WALKED ALONG THAT GREEN CARPET,I SCREAMED!!
*Meltx3*

Sadly,nobody from TWPS asked me out.
I guess they are leading their own lives now.
I miss them.
(Sofeana,Atika,Fitri,Jannah)

NOTE TO RAUDHA AND NADD :
"BATTER,BUTTER AND BETTER."
NAIS VERDS THERE!
*Laughs like Mr Chow*

Sunday, August 30


Turning Sweet Sixteen in 22 more days.
I really hope i can get a red laptop.

^^
Prepared my desk for O levels.
Files of different colour,each of different subject.
Assessment books and textbooks all stacked in one corner.
I started revising Mensuration just now.
The next thing i need to do is figure out a good study schedule.
Well,i need to work hard because i know i ain't naturally clever.
Insyallah, i will get a clean and nice O Level Cert.
Thanks for everybody who are supporting me right now.
All i really need is moral support.

Meet you on Tuesday,love.
I miss you so much.
:B




I think god does not favor me.
Why do i have such a harsh and pathetic life?
Do you know i hate my life v very much?
I just wish i could end it here,really.

Saturday, August 29

"You'll always be my thunder."

Friday, August 28

So typical

Thursday, August 27


Ola Nadd's Butt! -.-

Gosh,i dont know what to blog about.
Well,I just loved today.
I'm stress free again!
Thank you,dearest.


I'm gonna miss your presence next week.
:/


Did you know that:

FD is always clear in her own views/thoughts?
FD is VERY VERY VERY INSECURE?
FD is a hardcore camwhore?
FD is 166cm tall?
FD is addicted to ice lemon tea?
FD is always procrastinating?
FD is in love but previously always unlucky in love?
FD is into politics?
FD is always spending most of her time in the cyber world or going out?
FD is undeniably always full of hatred?
FD is VERY clumsy?
FD is sometimes very sarcastic?
FD is super forgetful?
FD is not study smart?
FD is a random person?
FD HATES THURSDAYS BECAUSE OF THE VERY DRAGGY LESSONS AT SCHOOL?

That is why i am wasting my time blogging about unnecessary stuff
when i should be busy preparing for school.
Skipping school is awesome unless you don't take good advantage out of it.
Which is to STUDY AT HOME LA,ABODEN!?
But i wanna go out today.
I know its contradicting...
How how how???

Wednesday, August 26

Am i the only one who thinks Justin Bieber is NOT hot?

Prelims:
B3:English
B4:Malay
B4:Science
C5:Art
C5:Humans
C6:Maths
L1R4:21

Im dissapointed with the two subjects that i have bold.
Where you think i can go with 21 points?
I'm telling you people out there,i am going to see at least 2 A's on my O Level Cert.
No matter A2 or A1.
I'll remain positive with my results and try to do better.
Oops,there is actually NO TIME FOR TRYING.
I must do better because i'm already at the final lap.
I must do my all.

Bye jerkies.

Tuesday, August 25


"You always make me wanna love you even more"
:)

I know my bg is narcissistic. I AM.
It was...eh,i mean it IS my friendster wallpaper.
OMG. I can't believe my friendship account is still alive.
:B

Wanna know my recent catch phrase?
I know you wanna!
"Welcome to the United States of Amariku, i am your host,Amariku."

ROFLMAOMG!

(Rolling On The Floor Laughing My Ass Off, Oh My God!)
WTHELL IS AMARIKU?! Random or whutt.
Me likey random,you talk random,me talk random.
*Laughs like a baboon + weasel"
(I AM WEASEL,I R BABOON)
HAHAHAHAHH,THAT STUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPID CLASSIC CARTOON!

Well,i feel happy today,as you can see.
Goodbye and stay sane.
^^

The truth still hurts everyday i live on this very earth.

Monday, August 24



"What are we supposed to do?
After all that we've been through.
Where everything that felt so right is wrong.
Now that the love is gone."

Sunday, August 23









MWAHAHAHA,I LOOK SO EVIL LIKE A DEVIL.

I hate it when people think they know someone very well when that other person barely knows him/her. Its so disgusting to see that on blogs.

So,i planned to go Vivo alone. But then i realized i can't even imagine me trying on clothes all by myself.
I asked Amalina out. Had a great time staring into thin air with her.
Camwhored as usual. =.=
I bought myself this F21 acid washed dress for 48 bucks and F21 gold earrings for 9 bux.
When heading to the mrt stn,i saw the Fimbles! SO CUTE!

Next,went to meet the guys (Erman,Haziq & Pravin) while she went home.
We planned to eat Swensens at Ion for break fast. There was an offer of 1 for 1 entry to a
dessert buffet. Ate different types of ice cream. Personally,i find ol' fashioned vanilla the nicest. Oh,i also loved the chocolate fondue. They were laughing about this gigantic man who was working there and also some other things. "Sticky" ?? Was very full when we went out. After everything,went to heeren to find NUM sandals for Erman. Then,took 190 alone and went back.

I spent about 80 bucks today just because i don't have to spend any money for eating in school. Yay! Gonna shop again next week? Flea market,please appear soon..

Goodnight,jitterbugs.

P.S : I'm sorry if i got you worried & thanks for caring. I love you.
;)

Saturday, August 22


"Relax,take it easy."
Stay happy everyone.
Don't let anybody bring you down.
Here is what i really will want to wear.
Somebody treat me to a shopping spree!








Friday, August 21



What do YOU think happened?
Today is just a great day.
Or rather,a great night.
Thanks for that very cute puzzle & the idea of doing it together.
I love it.
;)

I AM CONTENT AND SATISFIED!
FASTING MONTH STARTS TOMORROW!
^^

Thursday, August 20

"I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet you see the picture clear as day

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
"


English O level sucked.
Even though it was an easy topic,i mumbled some words because i wasn't sure of what to say.
I bull shitted all the way and was not satisfied with how i spoke to the examiners.
D:<

FREAKIEST AND SURREAL POSSESSION
I'VE EVER SEEN!
37 evil spirits,all out.
Alhamdullilah.

IT SEEMS AS THOUGH IT HAS BEEN A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME SINCE I WENT OUT WITH RAUDHA AND NADHEERA AND YAZLYNN AND AQILAH AND FITRI!!!
:(

Tuesday, August 18


5 random things.

1. Prelims.
All i can say is that i pass everything,not colorfully,but borderline.
Good news is i am a successful applicant for the DPA.
;)

2. I find his stare sexy!

3. I can't wait for Friday!
Wink x80.
HEHE.

4. I LIKE MY BLOG SONG.
Yah, i know.
Kinda dah basi already.
But oh well.

5. To that girl;
Kau piker kau banyak lawar per.
I dont think you're over him yet,you are soooooooo forcing yourself.
Don't act as if you're so against him.
Eww.

BYE!

Monday, August 17


"You know i dislike you,so go away."



Another random picture :/

Assalamualaikum dunia.
I worked hard trying to memorize geography and ss.
End result: 27 & 27 and a half respectively ?!?!?!?!?!
Detest both of the subjects so much now.
Physics is pretty expected,i scored mediocre.
Art is expected too. But i think it shouldn't be marked by a biased teacher.

I didn't go to school today because something occurred yesterday in the early morning.
The whole family is staying strong.
I'm praying that it won't come back.
The thing is,i still expect it to be here,tonight.
Wish me luck in battling it,if she comes again.



This incident is bringing out the spiritual side of me.

Sunday, August 16

Brandon Flowers is my boyfriend.
But YOU will always be my lover.
;D

My family was so spiritual just now.
I am glad my sister is okay.
The devil was a stubborn one.
Took about 2 hours to get HER out from my sissy.
Alhamdullilah.


IM CRAVING FOR DONUTS!

This picture is sooo last year.

Today i want to spend my time alone or with my family.
There's school tomorrow.
I am freaking nervous about my Prelim results.
Oh and also Malay O level results,DPA results and also English O Level Oral this week.
So yeah,there's a lot of things going on this week.
Whatever happens,i want to make sure i learn from my mistakes.
;D

Hmm,i wanna have dinner outside today.
I don't know,i just feel like it.
Anyone?

Saturday, August 15



Flag Day at town with dearests.
Conclusion: Bearded Foreigners mostly Americans are the most kindest among the others.
Singaporeans? HAHA. Especially that particular race, which snobbishly turns away after
each time i asked them to donate. Its fucking charity and its not for me la,please.

WHAT GOES AROUND,COMES BACK AROUND.

Hey you,i am sorry.
Thought you now have enough time for me.
Let's wait until both of us are not busy.
If not,it will cause heartbreaks right now.
:/
You will never know how miserable my life is when there is these kind of people who are discouraging you that you realize its too obvious.

One of the major lessons in life is to be patient. I've had enough of being patient.
Its time for me to be sarcastic,like some of you fuckers out there. I don't even know what they have against me.

Friday, August 14






I had a fun time with my Barbies plus some of my Kens. (Ken is Barbie's guy friend)
I feel so dizzy after 3 hours of swimming. Gosh,i am very tanned right now.
After swimming,went to Chinese Garden,like normal. Explored further and found out
it was quite a nice and pleasant place to go to for relaxing our minds.
Thanks people. :D

Well,today i feel like blogging a lot. Here it goes..

I know as a person,Noor Usmah Bte Nasiman,the name of which my mum gave me,is an
outgoing person who enjoys spending my money freely.I declare that i am not rich.
At all. My father's furniture business has not fully bloomed yet. Although it had been
successful with a total amount of about $8k on a certain weekend,the next weekend,
people are just either too stingy with their money to buy furniture or they just don't have $.
Well,i just want to state that i always feel the urge to spend unnecessarily and not bothering
to save like what my friends are doing. The thing is,i can't stop spending.

The next thing is,i am quite outgoing. Since primary school,i've been always spending my
time going out and wasting my time with friends. So now,i have adapted to going out so
much that i can't resist saying no when my friends ask me out or asking them out. Don't feel
disheartened,friends,if i get angry when you cancel the outing or back out. I guess i am too
addicted to spending time outside than at home. Home is actually a great place for me to
spend my free time at. But i really do prefer spending time with my friends. So, from this,
i don't know how i will be like when i grow up. I think i will be addicted to travelling all
around the world? I think so.

Come to think of it,i really do think i have an alter ego. One time i like spending time with
my friends,another time i really loveeeee spending time alone. Sometimes i break into tears
suddenly when other times,i am just so happy i can cry with joy.

Another thing i want to talk about is about my rantings. I know i've been talking about this
a lot lately in my blog. I just find myself too fucked up. Whenever people keep criticizing
my opinions on something,i feel like fucking that person really bad. I don't know why.
Maybe its that insecure feelings i have inside of me. The feelings that whenever people
state something bad about you,you feel so demoralised and insecure about yourself. That
will develop into something worse. Perasaan dendam? Its not on purpose, people! ARGH.

Oh well, life still goes on. I doubt anybody is going to read this shit anyway. Hahaha.
Friends, i love all of you. Even if i did mean things before, i guess it was my alter ego.
Don't blame it on me. I don't want anybody to have hatred feelings for me. If you do, please
do say out my flaws,i will try my best to improve.

"Everybody has flaws,you just have to realize what it is."

Boy,don't think you're all THAT.
By the way you walk, i can see that you are an arrogant person.

Thursday, August 13

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

Please don't hurt me again.
I miss you.
:/

I went out with Syaza & Felix.
Yippee.
An outing on a Thursday night to town?
Cool or whutt.
I enjoyed myself eating pastamania with Syaza's weird spaghetti.
Shopping with them was fun too.
I bought that red flesh imp bag that i wanted!
Me and Felix bought her a Forever 21 top.
Syaza went back late! First time? Kater dah 16. -.-
TY sexy.
Flea market shopping with Nadd Rxfz soon.
Swimming with Raudha and gang soon.

Okay,im off to bed. Sleep sexily people. G'night!





Its Syaza Ruziani's Birthday!

Went to her house for celebrations with Aqilah,Ain,Fie & Kumar.
I didn't plan at all. I was just an extra. (I loike being an extra,haha)
It was supposed to be a surprise but Syaza said it was too obvious. -.-
Ate Cereal Prawns and Spaghetti,her mum's specialty. I've gotta give it a two thumbs up!!
The boys went to school while we girls spent some quality time with each other.
Thought of going out with Syaza but nah,some people just have to cancel the outing.
I feel like going out alone someday.
Yah yah papaya,Usmah. You always say it but never do it.
Someday i will.
Watch me. (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH)

So,i got this phone call from India.
I swear the number was long and weird.
It was a "her" who picked it up and was explaining to me that my number
was selected for a free holiday and some weird stuff for Singaporeans.
She asked with an indian slang, "maam,vare you a student or vare you verking maam?"
I replied "student".
She then said "thank you maam,i vill call you shortly,goodvye."
I am like *TOOOOOOOT*
I spent about 8 bux on international call for that short 2 minute call.
-_______________________-

Raudha,swimming ahhh soon!
Aku miss kau!

P.S : My editing to that picture is sooooooooo not needed.

Wednesday, August 12

I told Nadd Rxfz that i am an intellectual.
Who thinks a lot and likes to be alone.
She said i am a very deep thinker.
Its true.

Issues,even light issues will bother and itch inside my brain.
I will stress myself out thinking about that something,
and then rant it out or do something irrational about it.
It sucks,especially if it deals with someone i love and care about.
I guess my friends are used to me being like that.
& I doubt any of them like it.
I am a fucked up,vulgar-ish and always-paranoid girl.
:/

Listen to my blog songs.
All 3 of them are songs which are.........
Full of memories.


Happy bday bulan!
You got a card waiting for you.
Haahhaha.

Well,tomorrow is keane's concert.
And also someone's birthday.
I don't know what to get for you, Syaza.
And i plan to go out soon.
Really soon.

Don't go against me,
Or i'll turn nasty.