Haziq,Pravin called me & we convo.
they are working.
lame okay.
-.-
i kept laughing while they talked about KL.
i don't care.
i wanna go KL cause i wanna enjoy myself.
please raudhaa.
please make it?
Anw,watched hancock,the game plan today.
Im watching the strangers.
it seems boring though.
YAWN
bored giler kebabay sak sial!
):

im done crying like a cry baby all day long.
im sick of this.
i want you to know how i feel.
its not always about you,aite?!
shut youre fucking mouth.
i've had enough of your nonsense.

Yes,im very not in the mood today.
I dont even know who i was crapping about on top.
Im just angry.
I silent my phone.
So if you dont get a reply,you'll know why.
The crapping on top?
The first line is a fact.

im living in misery.
):

Im hoping alot these days...
hopehopehopehopehope


Went out with mom to Outram Park.
Some people should know why eh.
weetweet.
Then went to lot one and ate chicken rice.
note it was 10+am.
Eyes were like =_=
After that,went to buy rabbit food,timothy hay & bedding.
I bought the finest and costed mom 40 bucks?
There she goes nagnagnagging.
Oh yeah bought bras.
......................................

Went back,cleaned up rabbits cage and was satisfied seeing
him happily hopping in the cage.
I played Guitar Hero World Tour vocals.
EASY mode.
I tried hard mode for scream,aim,fire by bullet for my valentine.
& i scored 71%.
:D

I loved you about 22 months before today,the 28th.
remember?

Guess what?
im stealing people's connection.
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I can be caught by police ?
i dont care.
I guess the trip is cancelled.
This is not the way i planned.
Well,i guess next time?
Or should i follow erman,haziq and pravin?
I really wanna go though.
But can i survive without any girlfriends
in KL in the same hotel room with the boys?
I can imagine that but i just dont think its right.


I miss receiving calls at night.
Anybody wanna call me?
Im lonely & bored.

I have brown eyes?
That kecoh bunch.

Hello dear readers!
Sorry for not updating for so long..
I was playing xbox 24/7.
Okay,im lying the 24/7 part.
haha.

Yesterday was the most fun.
I went out with erman,raudha,haziq,pravin.
This 4 people really made me happy yesterday.
Really.
I know them more deeper during the outing.
We went to Sentosa.
I did not bathe in the sea as my mother did not allow me to.
She was worried about my safety??
Awww.
I took pics; photographer of the day ey.
After they swam,they lepak-ed & accompanied me
at shore.

They tried to make boobs and cocks by moulding the sand.
Especially Pravin,that horny bastard.
Haziq was hoooooot! & he wore Raudha's hat,which looked like Jason Mraz?
Heck no.Haha!
Oh yeah,Raudha brought brownies.
Super delicious.

From about 6 to 9.30pm,we chatted and also shared secrets.
You don't know how many secrets i uncovered.
I am happy they trusted me.
We laughed continuously all the way till night!
Pravin was excited for the KL trip.
Heck,i was too!
Im sure all of us were.
Me and Raudha have been arguing with the guys
to get a 4 star hotel while they wanted a 2 star hotel.
I dont mind spending a little more for a
COMFORTABLE AND NICE hotel room.
(!)

It rained when we wanted to go back.
Reached harbourfront interchange around 10 + pm.
Reached home around 11.25 pm.
I swear i enjoyed this outing.
I swear you guys were great.
I swear i love you guys.
(okay,stop swearing already!haha)

p.s : you should know what to do now,friend.(:

NEWS JUST IN :
raudhaa not going kl.
):
I doubt we will go.

Random shot.

Im coming back tmr guys.
Will reach home around 6pm.
The next day is prom nite.
*pssst,im not invited.cause im
no longer a fucking student leader.(:
It is also tyqa's birthday party.
But i dont think im going.
I will be busy choosing someone's
bday present.
Sorry.
Short of money right now.
Especially wanna prepare for 6,7,8.
Haziq,Raudha,Nadd,
please beg parents to allow you to go.
please?

Yesterday,had late dinner and dessert.
Ate at this restaurant that serves fried/bbq chicken fried with olive oil only.
soo nice.
After that ate dessert at dessert's bar.
I had vanilla sorbet.
yumyum.

After that in the early evening,bought element top
& billabong skirt.
They were having sale.
Had to plead mom to buy it for me.
Thank you,mom.
:D

Today,sister make-d me up.
(i dont know what is the past tense of make up)-_-
never had this kinda make up before.
I will try to be influenced by it.
Laugh in & out loud!
But i can imagine my friends
look at me disgusted.
haha

I wished you told her "yes".
):

My heart breaks.
I had always been an indecisive person all my life.
I let others choose before me.
But somehow,im hurt by that.
What really hurt me was
how i promised,how you promised,to love each other forever.
It's depressing,really.
Having to know you moved on,
somehow im jealous.
I moved on before but now,i dont know why,
i can't stop checking up on you.
I check your blog for new updates every 15 mins.
& when i do that,i reminisce about our past.
How it used to be so perfect.
I guess its really true.
Its over.
Syaza,where's SURF?i miss them,i miss you.
):

Here's a song,of how sincere you were to me before.
The dedication you made during valentines day.
It also describes what im feeling now.
Here Without You-3 doors down.

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

teppanyaki?

kasot sekolah?

Todaaaaaaaaay,
surprise2,

posted 3 blogs today.best.
nari best okay?
wepeat.*_*
haha.

Went to the mall with family.
I was hoping to buy my school shoes.
That,my main motive.
Before that,ate teppayanki at this retaurant.
Nice,very nice.

Walked around and found a discount on adidas shoes.
Yes,i told myself not to be greedy and check on others first.
But i had my eyes on that already.
Looked around and finally made a decision to buy it.
179.90 with a discount 30%
and got it for 125rm.
It has pink stripes,so yeah.
I dont care,im sec 4.
Defying the rules memang patut.
hurhur.

Went back,chatted with Heryady & Haziq.
Okay,Heryady was chatty.
First time? (:
& i got to know him abit better.

Haziq was irritating as always,figuring out about
the dates.
Finally decided on 6,7,8th december.
Also decided to share a room.
Save our money,and also to have fun.

There was this one hotel he said that have 3 beds and
is cheap.
He then said one girl,one boy = one bed.
nottynotty.
no way ho sayyyyy.
hahaha.
*laughs.mouth wide open.*
:D

oooooh yeaaah,my sexy bitchwhackos.(:

Supposedly,i invited my friends to KL to stay at my house.
But i cried cause my sister suddenly changed plans.
I then declare the trip was cancelled.
soooooooo,sad it was to declare that.
well,mom told sister about it and she
said she is free on...
4-6 december.
& 17 onwards december.
Me & Haziq got irritated with the dates.
In the end,he got fed up and asked me to call Pravin.
uber irritating.
Erman then chats with me and said he was dying at home,
caused by boredom.
He also said he wanted to get me something.
???
Random eh.
Raudha said she's going to follow to KL.
Yeah,gonnabe really fun!
If the trip is confirmed,that is.

shit,brother's not at home for a day.
who's gonna feed my pet rabbit,gerraway?
):

NPCC COMING BACK TODAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!~
Yeah,i miss them.
Heck,i even miss all of my friends in Singapore
Fitri,Nadd,Raudha!
Black lightning (?!)
will be back on Monday,24th.
25th pergi Tyqa partayyyy.
Erman,i miss you too yo.
& Haziq and Pravin too.
The day is coming nearer for me to come home.
Reach Monday and i have spent 9 days in KL!
wooh.
So yeah,woke up at 5.30am.
Can't sleep,then surfed the net.
Bored.

Media Literacy early 07

Things have changed,
We're no longer those nerdy,immatured students of YI anymore.
Look,we're approaching sec 4 soon.
Very soon.

I just can't believe it,its my last year in YI.
I want to make people proud of me.
I want them to know i will succeed in life
in future to come.
Doing my best is hard,but i will try.
I must.

My dream is to get in arts school or at least poly,
and to take the visual comm course.
insyallah.

Okay,im thinking wayyyyyyyyyyy far.
O level is a big obstacle for me now.
Once over,consider it PARTYYY time!

My left eye is twitching rather rapidly.
Wonder why.

Today,i swear,was kecoh.
I went to Port Dickson from KL.
Using my sister's car,we went for a
3-hour journey and

it was exactly 100km from kl house.
It was at Seremban,negeri sembilan.
so fucking far.
I had to stay in the car and look out for
ways to get there.
Very fun and adventurous siot.

Okay,the story is going to be long so bare with me
or don't bother to read.
haha.

Well,reaching there,we were damn hungry.
We stop by a nearby resort.
We took our nasi lemak (tapau-ed earlier)
& ate inside
even though we were just GUESTS.

it wasnt too high class though.
we sneaked inside,illegally.
Went to the sea side area,cause
that was the main purpose of this trip;
To see the nearest malaysia's sea from KL.
Saw a umbrella with a bench so we sat there and ate.
Security guards were clueless as they thought we were
their customers.-_-

After that,tried to find a good place to sit by the beach,
legally.
Saw a stall with fruits,got down & bought
some fruityyyy fruits.
Plus,there was a fresh coconut drink stall.
So cold and fresh
coconuttylicious babeh!

With a sudden,rain droplets fell.
We saw another NICER resort called avillion.
This was super nice,i swear.
It was this cottage village beside the sea and
when you get out of the cottage resort,
you get to see the sea,right under you.
Best/cool ey?
I feel like bringing my friends and stay there one day.
heehee.
Went in,illegally again.
Security asked whether we stay here or not,
then my brilliant sister said yes.
i was afraid of getting caught.
&^!^%%$@

After that,wanted to go back but i saw a lorong
where it was a clear view of the sea.
nice giler.
my sister turned,and saw a creepy,empty old house.
Haunted i figured,
just exactly beside the sea.

Sister was really keen on buying it and renovating it.
I agreed so so much.
After that,went back all the way to KL.
Mom got sea sick,?!
she vomitted alot and complained she had too much
sea air inside her?
Strange,yes.


The journey back was a gloomy one.
Rained all the way but fast,surprisingly.
Adam was cute as usual.


:D

Inilah orang kate rindu.
winduuuu,windu sewindu windu nyaaaaaaaaaaaa.
-_-
ye,aku rindu kowang.
aku nak balek.
aku nak katel princess-like aku balek.
):

aku biken blog and new friendster template oi.
sebab nari tidak keluar.
penat giler buat ini bende.
sungguh tidak lawar.

seluruh hari aku maen dengan adam.
asyik2 aku cakap aku nak giget dier.
too adorable lah.
can say sekarang dier boleh jalan dengan
guides ah.
super cute!

i made the post in malay.
it soooo doesn't suit me.
haha

Page 43 & i continuously engross in the book.
The book i bought before was better but fuck,i have not get it from my friend back yet.
In the morning chatted with Nadheera.
even webcammed with her.
she was crazy.
& yeah,i miss being crazy.
i miss alot of people.
i miss her.
i miss raudha.
i miss fitri.
i miss yazlynn.
i miss aqilah.
i miss everyone who misses me.
today is tuesday,6 days left till im back in Singapore!
yay or nay?
haha.
i rot today at sister's house.
not going out because im left of buying a dress,clothes and school shoes.
& today is a sunny day.
humid.
hate it.

my sister tweezed my eyebrows.
oh myyyyy,god.
i was so lucky that it was not that obvious.
it was kind of a cleanup on the eyebrows.
So yeah,gonna put some pics.
Can you see the change?
Fringe covered em,sorry.
Oh yeah,went to Shah Alam today.
Window shopped in SACC mall.
Im so happy.
I bought 6 xbox games.
Mind you,my xbox is modified so i bought
those cheap pirated games.
Vely good ey.
Theeeen,bought liquid eyeliner from body shop.
42 rm,ibu belanje woi.
Bought presents.
If you know what presents i mean
ey,ey.
Lastly bought dental floss and listerine.
Im desperate to make my teeth white i tell ya.
Told mom and she will bring me to dentist one day.
I cant wait!
:D

ADAM NAZRAOUL.
sweet little cutey boy
:D

As you can see,new blog,new link,new template.
Wooo,so yeah,this is my first post people!
<3